I feel like Jessica
I look like a.......... potato
I went with my cute little daughter to try on formal dresses at a bridal shop. (she's drop dead gorgeous BTW!) Oh my! So eye opening it was! Everywhere I turned was a mirror...Literally all the walls as far as the eye could see were nothing but mirror. Even the doors etc. I knew I had a problem and it was staring me in the double chinned face. ARGH! Something I should mention...I avoid mirrors and pictures with a passion. I honestly avert my eyes when a mirror is present and do my very best to keep out of any picture. On Facebook my picture is a rose. I hate seeing myself and the truth of my appearance. I am ashamed of myself and what I have allowed myself to become. Now, on top of all the mirrors my little brother is getting married in Sept. I really don't want to be the big fat one in the pictures. Ya know, the one in the center of the pic with all the heads poking around? I would love to see a picture of me and say Yeah! That is me! without the drooping shoulders and face to the floor. If I keep going this way my next step will be to talk to everyone behind a door like Eleanor Roosevelt.
(did you know she did that?)
I have a new plan of attack
1. I must drink water
(I have already dropped soda all together YAY ME!!)
2. I must get enough sleep A BIG DEAL FOR ME
3. I am going to follow weight watchers
(major increase of fruits and vegetables)
4. I must do intentional exercise at least 5 days a week
I am going to post my picture here. A HUGE step for me!!!! Hopefully as I loose weight I will add a new shot so I can see my progress. YIKES! This is a big deal for me...please be kind.